I couldn't sleep or do any work for couple of days after the Mumbai attacks. Slowly life is getting to routine. The attacks in Bangalore, Ahamadbhad etc didn't affect me much. But don't know why this one affected? May be due to too much live T.V and 3 days of drama? Last Friday I attend the meditation with Hari in office. It just relaxed me with my anger, fear and filled with lot of energy.
I don't know what to write. Life is slow and boring. I think the office and work doesn't motivates me much. I am doing lot of reading, updating wikipedia, active in online communities, browsing and youtubing... I need to involve in some activities where I am physically involved.
Thought of learning erlang and very very lazy to start. There is Strand Book festival this week end. Not sure I will go.
Today morning they made my office cube into a closed cabin. May be to protect from a Terrorist.
Just want to get out of Bangalore and be alone and spend with my books. Go back to my cocoon and get a rebirth?

Last week I got the stem of Gooseberry with some berry on it. Took a photo of it. The berries got dried in two days. Nostalgia of old life or the Urban life Instant happiness?
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